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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 19, 2008 23:26:11 GMT -4
Jacob smiled, though he knew that it didn't meet his eyes. All he could see at the moment was Bella. Bella, his Bella. But the Bella he loved would never be his Bella. And you would think that Jacob would want to just move on, but he couldn't. Rotten situation to be in, really.
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 19, 2008 23:28:51 GMT -4
She smiled in return to his smile. What about you? She asked. Have there been other girls? she asked, wanting to know.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 19, 2008 23:31:54 GMT -4
Jacob turned his head away from her. He didn't want to answer. He dropped his hands from her hips and squirmed uncomfortably under her. "No, there haven't been," he whispered. He wasn't sure what to say. Bella hadn't been his. Bella had simply been a desire. She had gone for Edward, vampire extroadinaire. he trembled under her, but from rage.
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 19, 2008 23:35:47 GMT -4
She could tell he didn't want to answer when he looked away, removing his hands. Looking down, she sighed, noticing his trembling. She pressed her lips to his, hoping to get his mind off of whatever he was thinking. Pulling back, she gave him a smile. At least you didn't have a guy physically hurt you. She said as the smile grew. Or in your case, a girl. She said, teasing him. She wasn't smiling because of the guy, she was smiling because she was wondering what he'd have done if she hadn't said ''Or in your case, a girl.''
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 19, 2008 23:41:01 GMT -4
"I'm so very sorry," he whispered. He raised his hands back to her hips and started with the circles again. "Sure, sure," he said slowly, thinking it over. He was hoping that it would just stop hurting one of these days. "I...love...Bella," he said slowly, enunciating each word. "I'm sorry," he whispered, closing his eyes.
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 19, 2008 23:47:47 GMT -4
When he spoke, she looked away, but she couldn't help but wonder if he'd ever leave her to go with whoever Bella was. Why.. aren't you with her..? She asked, looking back at him.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 19, 2008 23:53:06 GMT -4
Jacob shifted to his side so that Camille would fall next to him. He burrowed his face in her hair. "I... she's.... she's with Edward Cullen... a vampire," he whispered. His voice was harsh and it cracked on the last word. He didn't want to look at Camille, so he buried his face in her shoulder and pulled her close.
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 19, 2008 23:56:25 GMT -4
As he shifted, she lay beside him as he buried his face in her hair, speaking. I've met him.. She whispered, wondering why Bella had chosen Edward instead. In her opinion, Jacob much better looking. As he pulled her closer, she smiled slightly, wrapping her arms around him as he buried his face in her shoulder.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 19, 2008 23:58:37 GMT -4
"It just hurts," he mumbled to her. He hugged her close, breathing on her neck. Please, take this from me. Please, don't make this hurt. I hate this. I hate this so much, he thought to himself. He pulled her as close to him as tight as he could.
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 20, 2008 0:03:11 GMT -4
She felt him hugging her as close as he could as he spoke, and she nodded. I can help you through it, if you'd like.. She offered, whispering.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 20, 2008 0:04:16 GMT -4
"I'm sorry," he whispered. "I'm so sorry. I... don't know if this will ever be... I don't know if I'll ever feel this way again," he said sincerely.
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 20, 2008 0:11:25 GMT -4
What do you mean? She whispered. Was he talking about how he felt for Bella? She knew that he couldn't love her. Not with what they were.. But what if she loved him? Would it change things? Or would he leave?
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 20, 2008 17:13:44 GMT -4
"I don't know if I'll ever feel the way I feel about Bella with anyone else," he said, shifting away from her. He was afraid of how he felt with Camille, but it wasn't the same as with Bella. It wasn't right.
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 20, 2008 17:20:18 GMT -4
She didn't say anything when he spoke, or when he shifted away. She just nodded, sighing.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 20, 2008 17:23:31 GMT -4
"Camille, I'm sorry," he pleaded. He didn't know what to do, what to say. Boys were stupid and... .well, Jacob was being a stupid boy.
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