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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 18, 2008 14:39:05 GMT -4
When he untangled their fingers, and pulled his hand away, she crossed her arms, putting her legs up on the bench, hugging them to her chest, and she sighed. She rested her head against her legs, but didn't look back at him. She didn't know what he'd do or what he was going to do.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 18, 2008 14:44:08 GMT -4
"How can this ever work?" He wondered out loud. He didn't care if Camille could hear that. It was truthful, honest. He didn't mean to be so rude or mean or anything. It's just... how did you date someone that you were supposed to want to kill? Jacob stole another glance at Camille. She was beautiful, perfect. Too good for someone like him.
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 18, 2008 14:50:50 GMT -4
We don't have to hate eachother.. she said after Jacob spoke. She didn't want to hate him. And no matter what people said, she wouldn't. It wasn't easy to hate someone you wanted. She looked back at him, noticing him looking at her. She smiled slightly, but didn't look away from him.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 18, 2008 14:54:30 GMT -4
"But we do! I was... I'm like this because of your kind. I exist to destroy vampires," he said, disagreeing with her. He wasn't sure what he was supposed to do. He wasn't sure how to act or how to be. Why was it everything he was told wasn't right? Liking someone wasn't supposed to be this way. He knew that she was looking at him, too. He met her eyes, holding them for a second before he bowed his head. He grabbed at his short hair with his fingers, pulling it in anger.
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 18, 2008 14:58:48 GMT -4
I don't want to be this way. If I could, I'd go back to being a human. She said, looking away. I've even thought of ways to end it all. She said, sighing. She knew none of them would work. It was impossible to kill a vampire unless a werewolf or another vampire had killed you. And that made her hate herself even more.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 18, 2008 15:05:48 GMT -4
"Please don't kill yourself! Or, don't get yourself killed!" he exclaimed, truly worried about it. Jacob did care about Camille enough to not want her dead. That was unusual for him. Without thinking, Jacob reached out and cupped her cheek in his hand. "Please," he begged.
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 18, 2008 15:09:27 GMT -4
She listened as he spoke, feeling his hand cupping her cheek. She closed her eyes, taking a shaky breath. Why? She asked. It just.. It doesn't feel like it's worth it anymore. She whispered, opening her eyes and looking at him.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 18, 2008 15:15:00 GMT -4
"Because it is worth it," he whispered, promising something that wasn't his to promise. "And even if you and I don't... if we couldn't.... there's more guys out there, Camille. I doubt that all vampires are as.... ass holeish as your former boyfriend," he said softly. His thumb traced her cheek bone carefully. What to do?
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 18, 2008 15:22:17 GMT -4
I don't want any of them. She whispered, feeling his thumb on her cheek bone. I can't trust them. She said, closing her eyes.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 18, 2008 21:50:11 GMT -4
Jacob felt relaxed - more than he had in a long time. "You could learn to trust them. It's not supposed to be easy, Camille... Please, don't give up... I'll do anything," he promised quickly, not thinking.
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 18, 2008 21:52:31 GMT -4
She shook her head when he spoke. As he continued, she looked at him. Anything? She whispered.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 18, 2008 22:24:47 GMT -4
"Sure, sure," he said, nodding. It wouldn't be too hard to keep her alive, would it? Jacob could do it. She wouldn't want anything too crazy from him, right?
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 18, 2008 22:35:25 GMT -4
Like what? She asked, her voice barely above a whisper. She knew what she wanted, but she also knew that she probably wouldn't be getting it anytime soon.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 18, 2008 22:37:23 GMT -4
"What do you want?" Jacob asked breathlessly, as he ran his thumb against her cheek. He stared at her intently, his dark eyes pained. He wanted to know how he could keep her from killing herself.
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 18, 2008 22:38:22 GMT -4
You know what I want.. She whispered, closing her eyes.
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