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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 12, 2008 14:34:28 GMT -4
['kay xD]
She backed up as he spoke, her eyes widened. Oh god no. She said. She'd never kill a person. Ever. How could he think that? She didn't know what to say now. You could feed off of a human and not kill them. If you were careful. I don't kill them... She said, not moving back beside him. I get donors... She said, hoping it would make him feel better. Donors could be anything. From people who didn't have a clue to what was going on, to blood bags. Of course, she preferred the bags rather than people. It seemed.. weird to her to feed off of living things.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 12, 2008 15:20:38 GMT -4
"Donors?" Jacob spat. "No, no. You bite, they change. You don't drink all of their blood, they change. If you do drink all of their blood, they die." Jacob understood vampire's better than he knew. It was part of the wolf thing - the stories that they thought were just stories and not user guides provided the mark and Jaocb was the arrow. He carried out everything, making sure that the treaty was upheld. It was Jacob's duty to uphold the treaty and make sure that the vampires kept their half of it.
Jacob felt sick.
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 12, 2008 15:30:26 GMT -4
She put her head in her hands, wanting to cry, but she couldn't. I'm sorry... I don't want to be this way.. She said, afraid to look at him. When she finally did look at him, she spoke. I've never killed anyone. And I've never tried feeding off of animals. It didn't seem right. Haven't you heard of blood bags? She asked, watching him. Now she regretted this. She shouldn't have said anything. She could have avoided the whole vampire thing, but she had to say she didn't feed off of animals.Putting her legs up on the bench, she hugged them to her chest, burying her face. I'm sorry.. She said again, her voice pleading. She wanted him to know she had no intention of hurting anything. But she didn't know how to tell him.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 12, 2008 20:05:24 GMT -4
[do you read Blue Bloods?]
"No," Jacob said calmly. "What is that?" His voice was husky. He felt bad that he had hurt her feelings, but he was mad. It wasn't fair of her to hurt humans. It wasn't right. Vampires shouldn't exist. No matter if they existed or not, Jacob would still exist. A werewolf wasn't a monster; they were a result of Vampires- the true monster - and not beacuse they had to be.
"I'm sorry," he whispered.
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 12, 2008 20:12:31 GMT -4
[No, why?]
It's just as it sounds. A bag of blood. Jayden showed me them. He's the one who turned me. It's a lot better than feeding off of a human. It's pretty much donated blood. She said, watching him. When he said he was sorry, she moved back beside him. For what? She asked, speaking softly. It could have been anything they've done really. From his shaking to her and her feeding.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 12, 2008 22:40:39 GMT -4
[because that's what the donor thing reminded me of. They do that in those books.]
"Oh," Jacob said. That wasn't too bad. That was almost like taking animal blood, just not as... whatever. He was okay with that. It wasn't that bad. He could deal with that. "That's....not....bad," he said finally. That was something that Jacob could live with. Maybe all vampires weren't all bad. ....Nahhh.
"I'm sorry for acting.... for like.... for.... the shaking," he said. He was trying to form words in his mind, but they weren't working right.
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 13, 2008 12:49:36 GMT -4
[oh xD]
She smiled slightly when he couldn't find words to say. When he apologized, she shook her head. It's fine. Everyone has their own way of reacting to things. She said, trying to make him feel better. I just.. I wish I never went out with him. If I could, I'd do anything to be myself again. You know, not be a vampire.. She said, sighing. She had many reasons to not want to be a vampire. And one of them was Jacob. Yes, she liked him.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 14, 2008 22:15:26 GMT -4
"Why?" Jacob wondered out loud. "You can't change who you are. Why should you even try to change it? It can't be undone... so the best thing is to move forward, right?" He asked. He wondered if that's what he should do - move on with the fact that he was a werewolf and Bella was choosing the wrong kind of monster. Maybe that wasn't it at all; maybe that had nothing to do with Jacob's "problems".
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 14, 2008 22:22:41 GMT -4
when she spoke, she sighed. Because I hate who I am. Because of what he did to me. I wanted to get away, but I couldn't. She said. As he continued, she nodded. That's why I came here. To move forward. She said, sighing. But it's hard. No matter how hard I try, I can't forget what he's done. And I'm not talking about the vampire thing. I don't want to be a vampire. It's keeping me from the people I love. And the people I want to be with. She said, looking away.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 14, 2008 22:29:30 GMT -4
Jake's mouth formed an O as he listened to Camille talk. "Where are you from originally?" Jacob found himself asking, not because of politeness, but because he was actually interested in what she had to say. He loved the sound of her voice; it was worlds different from Bella's, but pleasant all the same. "What do you mean it's keeping you from who you love? Who you want to be with?" Jacob didn't really know how to feel about Camille. She was lovely - beautiful, nice, different. But she was a vampire. She was Jacob's mortal enemy. You didn't go loving a mortal enemy unless your name was Romeo and Shakespeare was controlling your every move.
There was no doubting it: Jacob was no Romeo (he was more of a Paris figure).
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 14, 2008 22:43:11 GMT -4
Vancouver, Canada. She said, once he asked where she was originally from. It was nice there, actually. I didn't have to hide much. But I had to come here. She said, sighing. When he asked who she wanted to be with, and what she meant about it keeping her from who she loved, she spoke. I can't go by any of my old friends, or family. They could find out I'm a vampire. She said, avoiding the last question. But.. as for who I want to be with.. She said, pausing. It's just a boy. But I don't think we can ever be together. She said, watching Jacob's face. Camille wasn't sure what to do about Jacob. He was handsome, and surprisingly easy to talk to. But she didn't know if they'd ever be able to be together. They were supposed to hate eachother, right? Except, she didn't hate him.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 15, 2008 12:12:57 GMT -4
[sorry this took so long to respond to. I should have done it last night. >.<]
"Sa-weet," Jacob said. He made the word into two syllables, like a little kid that was a little bit too excited for his own good. He had wanted to see Vancouver for a long time. Once you hit Seattle, it was only about another hour and a half or so up the coast, give or take the border guards. It wasn't a hard drive, it's just Jacob had never done it. "You didn't have to hide much?" Jacob asked, slightly confused. He thought that she would have had to hide more because there would be more people, more temptation.
Jacob's brow knotted in confusion. "Who? Why can't you be with him?" Jacob was curious. It wasn't harmful to wonder who she was interested in, was it? No, Jacob decided, it wasn't. He could listen. Maybe give some advice. Besides, it didn't matter that he was interested in her because they'd never work out to begin with.
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 15, 2008 12:47:29 GMT -4
[that's okay, I went offline anyway xD]
She laughed when he made the word ''Sweet'' into two syllables. She shook her head when he asked about not having to hide much. No, actually. There was never direct sunlight. Always clouds. So when I did go out, I never had to hide. She said.
When he asked about the boy she liked, she blushed. He's not like me. She said, thinking of what to say, but not wanting to give away who she liked. He's not a vampire.. She added on. Should she say he wasn't a human, too? She wasn't sure..
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Post by Jacob Black on Jul 16, 2008 17:16:33 GMT -4
"Oh. But what about all of the people? Didn't that bother you?" Jacob wondered. He didn't envy her; he hated what she was. Was it possible to hate someone for what they were, but not hate them at all? Jacob thought that Camille was very nice, very lovely. But she wasn't... she was a vampire. It would never work out. He wouldn't be able to stand it. She wouldn't be able to stand it. Their very being would be their demise.
"He's human, then?" Jacob asked. A growl rumbled low in his throat; he wasn't thinking of himself this time, however. Bella and Edward. Ugh. Why couldn't Edward have as much common sense as Camille and not ruin Bella's life. It was obvious that Camille liked someone, but she was doing her damnedest to stay away from the boy.
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Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 16, 2008 17:52:07 GMT -4
She shook her head. No, I lived in a smaller part of Vancouver. There weren't a lot of people. She said, shrugging. When he said that the boy was human, she looked away, unsure of what to say. Looking back, she sighed. No, he's not human, either... She said, sadness in her voice, ready to get up and walk away if she had to.
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