|
Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 26, 2008 21:53:31 GMT -4
She sighed as Sasha spoke. She told me why she's that way. But it still doesn't cut it when you're friends with James and Victoria. she said, looking away. As Sasha spoke again, she shrugged. Seven years. she said, sighing. What about you? she asked, looking at Sasha. She sighed again, laying back on the ground. She wondered why she'd asked her. Camille didn't mind. She just hoped that she wouldn't have to tell her how she was changed.
|
|
|
Post by sashaecheverria on Jul 26, 2008 22:08:34 GMT -4
"I was changed... around 92 years ago," Sasha said. She sighed and continued. "I'm not going to ask you about how you were transformed. Most hate talking about it and I understand that."
"So, what do you are you thinking about Courtney? If you don't mind me asking," Sasha asked.
|
|
|
Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 26, 2008 22:15:27 GMT -4
She listened as she spoke, wondering how old Sasha really was. As she continued, she looked away, glad that she didn't ask how she was transformed. When she asked what she was talking about with Courtney, she shrugged. She told me why she kills 'Veggies.' she said, looking back at Sasha. She was with a veggie that she loved. But he died. He'd have rather died than fed off of a human. she said, sighing.
|
|
|
Post by sashaecheverria on Jul 26, 2008 22:22:44 GMT -4
Sasha shook her head, "How perverse..." The different ways that people thought always shocked her.
"You don't have to make Courtney's problem your own you know," Sasha whispered cautiously. "You're free to make your own choice."
|
|
|
Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 26, 2008 22:30:18 GMT -4
She listened as Sasha spoke, shaking her head. It was true. So what if she'd lost a boy? She should have known to get an animal. Then he'd have lived.
As she whispered, she looked back up at her. How? she whispered back. I don't know what to do or what to trust anymore. she said, looking away.
|
|
|
Post by sashaecheverria on Jul 26, 2008 22:44:55 GMT -4
"I don't know if its true or not. I don't think we can judge the situation... We don't know what happened but, it sure as hell doesn't excuse her current behavior," Sasha said harshly.
She turned to face Camille and in a soft, comforting voice said, "You can trust yourself to make the right decision. You're not tainted."
|
|
|
Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 26, 2008 22:50:04 GMT -4
She ignored her as she spoke of Courtney again in a harsh tone. She didn't want an arguement, and she didn't want to say anything she'd regret or that wasn't true. As she spoke again in a comforting voice, she looked back at her. How do you know? she said, referring to what Sasha had said about her not being tainted.
|
|
|
Post by sashaecheverria on Jul 26, 2008 23:32:50 GMT -4
"Because no matter what a person does to your body, they can never touch your soul. You can always trust that," Sasha responded, looking straight and true into Camille's eyes.
|
|
|
Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 26, 2008 23:35:20 GMT -4
How can I trust myself when I've already made a wrong decision? It's because of a decision I made years ago that I'm like this. she said, sitting up and hugging her knees to her chest, resting her head on her knees and closing her eyes.
|
|
|
Post by sashaecheverria on Jul 26, 2008 23:39:50 GMT -4
"God puts the best of us through the hardest times," Sasha said. She shook her head hopelessly, she never understood why she still believed in God. Especially, after what happened to her.
"Besides," she continued, "I'm sure you made the best decision you could've at the time..."
|
|
|
Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 26, 2008 23:45:59 GMT -4
She sighed. I don't know. Maybe I did. But was it really worth it? I mean.. I thought I loved him.. He nearly took my life away from me the night he changed me. And I can't even cry anymore. No matter how much I want to. she said, her eyes still closed. She was rambling, and she knew that her words wouldn't make sense to Sasha. To her, they probably sounded like an old boyfriend who was a vampire. But there was more to the story. A lot more.
|
|
|
Post by sashaecheverria on Jul 27, 2008 0:09:03 GMT -4
Sasha listened carefully to what Camille was saying and managed to grasp the meaning behind the words.
"I'm sorry that that happened to you," she said sadly," It shouldn't happen to anyone."
Then Sasha did something that she had never done as a vampire before. She held out her arms to Camille.
|
|
|
Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 27, 2008 0:23:14 GMT -4
She hesitated as Sasha held out her arms, but went into them, wrapping her arms around Sasha, and resting her head on her shoulder. Sighing, she spoke. It's not fair.. she said, whispering. He forced me to do too many things.. she said, closing her eyes. That was the main reason she hated being a vampire; Jayden had caused it. The second was that she couldn't cry. If vampires had to be this way, they should have at least been able to cry. It wasn't fair.
|
|
|
Post by sashaecheverria on Jul 27, 2008 0:32:28 GMT -4
Sasha held Camille closed and patted her head in an effort to comfort her. Poor thing, she thought tenderly. I wish I could help...
"I know its hard," she whispered to Camille. "But, you're strong enough to get through it. I know you are."
|
|
|
Post by Camille Ferth on Jul 27, 2008 0:38:20 GMT -4
I.. I know.. But.. she stopped, exhaling. I just don't know what to do. About anything. she said, her voice only a whisper. It actually felt.. good to hug someone. After all, she hadn't hugged anyone in a while.
|
|